Nothing has really changed
Maybe Mia isn't really the girl that would be fit for me. She's an enigma I can't seem to crack. Someone who keeps you at arms distance, but does seem to warm up to you. Is she even good for me at all?
But it's more likely that I'm the problem. Helping everyone, because deep down I despise myself. Making me able to push my everything aside to focus on others their problems. Even when it's not needed and that makes it awkward.
I am still a good for nothing people pleaser. Nothing has changed.
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