Craving genuine connection
Craving genuine connection in a place that feeds uncertainty and mistrust.
After my breakup my real friends started to show up. And I guess one of them really stuck to my side. Although she first started on the side of my ex, that was just for the girl best friend support.
She is a genuine person. Although I have a hard time sharing my thought processes and ways of being, it feels like she understand me a bit more that a lot of people. And I should treasure her for being my friend. Because she listens to me and I listen to her.
She is probably my only genuine friend right now. I think I have avoided deep emotional connection for a lot of my life. Keeping all my doubts and regrets to myself. But she listens and hopefully accepts it.
She really is a real person in a world of superficiality. And I appreciate it.
Thanks, A
T